Callisto inherited her father's unique eyes. She didn't seem to have any vision problems, but Ginny worried regardless.
Comet aged handsomely into his blue skin. He seemed to have an early talent for music, if his insistent banging on the xylophone was anything to go by, but he was also the moodiest of the three, throwing fits which Joon not-so-lovingly called his "artistic temperaments".
Little Cloud proved to be the spitting image of her father, sans the baldness - something Ginny hoped would stay true for all three of her children. She was very curious about the world around her, and grasped onto basic skills much earlier than her other two siblings, but was disadvantaged by her collicky temperment. This, paired with Comet's constant screaming fits, kept Ginny up for far longer than she would have liked to be.
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It all came to a head in the next week. He entered her room without provocation, walking past her and to the window. There was silence as the two struggled to determine who would speak first. He must have known that she was up - which meant he had known that she wasn't sleeping, and had done nothing. Ginny wiped away a few tears, and immediately felt worse. She was acting like a child.
"So." Joon started with the most basic words he could muster. It was better than the quiet. The house had long fallen asleep. Ginny should have, too.
"How long is it going to be like this?" she asked, not bothering to turn around. She didn't elaborate, but somehow, Joon seemed to understand.
"I'm sorry."
"No, I'm sorry. I should have said something before letting it get to me."
"Ginny?"
She turned around, meeting him. "It bothers me how little I know about you. It bothers me more that you won't talk about yourself. Sneaking out at night, like you're hiding something.,,Being bound to you through the kids just isn't enough to put me at ease."
He walked over to her. The streets were empty, and he was sure Ios wasn't scraping around the bushes outside. It was safe.
"So you wish to know about me."
"Yes. And why you stay, even though Kolpia and Nix are long gone."
Joon sighed, but not out of irritation. He sounded tired. "It's not a pleasant tale."
"All the more reason for me to hear it."
Joon hesitated, then nodded. "Of course."
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"So I found my way to Lunar Lakes, where other failed experiments of the Goddesses had gathered. I came in with good intentions - how else could I have entered? But soon enough, I wanted to lose myself, lose my purpose, in a day-to-day lifestyle. Truthfully, deep down, I was ashamed that I sided with...them. I drank, but never too much. I engaged in parties, but never too wholeheartedly. I took home women, but never too many. I lived like this for years, abusing my long life for folly. My loose lips revealed my near immortality, and from there, I allowed a lore to grow around me that I never disputed nor discussed - one that you might noticed has persisted to this day. Why do you think nobody bothers you?
But time has an effect on you. My body never caught up to the age I felt inside. The old man inside of me was tired of the nonsense. Sorting through my life brought up nothing worthwhile, even with all of the time I was given. By then, I had seen through the Goddess' spheal for what it was. And I missed my home. So I returned...but not before I received some surprising news. The Goddesses actually needed me for something. And that something was you. Once the details of your mission were revealed to me, I was assigned to protect and serve you at any cost. But I had a bit of time while waiting for your arrival. So I used it to find my old tribe, based on nothing but my instinct, local information, and memory. I was successful.
Naturally, the tribe was surprised, but quickly believed my story, once they determined I was right of mind." He coughed. "They weren't happy with my decision to aid the Goddesses, but accepted it - after all, I had been just a child when approached. It was just another example of the Goddesses' manipulation. We...had a discussion about what was to be done with you, Ginny. And I decided to stick with my job. It was for the best."
"The best for who?" she asked. "You, or me?"
"I care about you deeply," he responded, not exactly answering her question.
"A man shouldn't say things he doesn't mean," she said sadly. So he had only stayed because of the Goddesses. Not for her, not even for the kids. He was being held here by a promise. Ginny felt used, and worst of all, foolish.
"I am no man."
"Fine. An Aurib shouldn't say things he doesn't mean."
Joon shivered at the mention of his true name, and even Ginny felt a little sick saying it. But he shook it off.
"Ginny, I can't reveal all of my secrets to you at once. I don't want to worry or endanger you. But rest assured, everything I do - leaving, hiding - it's all for you and the kids. If I didn't care about you..." - he broke off, face sullen - "I would have refused the Goddess' job. I would rather let them kill me than stay on this planet a moment further, indulging in my legacy of disgust. But from the moment I heard your name, and your story, I knew...I just knew...I had to stay."
It was a convincing argument. Ginny just wished she could believe it. Joon shifted uncomfortably on the carpet, evidently waiting for her response. She almost didn't want to give him the security, to leave him hanging like he had to her for so long...
But she wasn't that cruel.
"Okay," Ginny nodded. "I believe you."
Joon smiled. She wondered if she had done the right thing, when he clearly had a long history of quite the opposite.
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Poor Joon. I like him a lot, and I suspect Ginny cares for him deeply and he cares for her, well, it's pretty much stated. I just feel bad because I assume he can't be with her and he can't be free of his promise to the goddesses. If he's the sworn enemy of the goddesses, then what is he? I might just be forgetting something or an explanation from earlier in the story, or it might be what you intend to reveal later. On another happier note, the triplets are gorgeous and I love their names. I am looking forward to more as always.
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